Episode 50 took me by surprise, i knew it was going to happen but it was too sudden. Misil’s death. I must say with all her antics and the times I wished her dead, I had great respect for the lady. I thank the director for making her death fitting and perfect for her, i can say she died with grace.
Deokman tried to build an alliance with misil, because no matter what she knows Misil is the best. Misil’s reply really struck me, and made me see her in a whole new light. For her Silla was not just a nation but her life, her lover. She asked Deokman would she ever share her lover? Man that’s deep. You could see the passion and sincerity in her eyes, which were almost filled with tears. (she’s a pretty good actress).
I think the episode tried to do its best, to give us the full down low on Misil. It was for us to get everything about her, it answered our questions and gave us more questions, and truly Misil was a complex character.
I’m still not sure what made her decide to end everything, what made it the end. Was it her love for Silla or was she tired?
Again pain was inflicted on Bidam, he got to witness his mom die right in front of him. Misil oh misil, do you know what Bidam asked her? He asked would she ask him to call her mom, ask for forgiveness or tell him she loved him. I mean after all that he still wants love from her? But misil with the little energy laughed at him, i mean she actually laughed. I kept wondering was she just being herself or didn’t she want to portray her true emotions.
To her love was giving and more giving, something she couldn’t possibly do. to make things worst was that she told Bidam that’s his fate, to keep giving Deokman and get nothing. But my dear Bidam is not stupid, he knows his love may never be reciprocated, but he will always stay by her said because Deokman is just a person but Silla itself. Hah in your face dying Misil.
The great lady Misil died strong as ever, sitting on a royal throne, eyes closed looking deadly beautiful, peaceful and regal. Long live
Deokman’s thoughts when she saw her “I wouldn’t be who I am if it weren’t for you Misil. Goodbye Misil…. Goodbye to your era”
I don’t hate the director but I wonder what will be the story now with Misil gone from the scene?
I hope I can write some more because this drama, is really something, you don’t know what to expect.